trying to use photo shop

Its not that easy but im learning... im way behind on my photo shop skills i prefer the darkroom

letters to you

Your probably not what I expect you to be. Who you are in my mind might be something different in real life. Watching you from a distance might be totally different than actually meeting you and actually talking to you. Could I be so stupid as to hope for someone like you. To pray for someone like you. To know that the Lord gives us the desires of our hearts. Are you the desire of my heart? Are you what I long for? A man that loves the Lord with all his heart soul and mind. A man that is a leader , but is also teachable. A man that has a heart for the lost and does nothing but reach out to others everywhere he goes. A man who is in ministry, and knows that no other carrier in the world that will ever satisfy him. A man with a contagious smile. Lots of hair on his head and tall enough to make me feel safe. A man that is active and always introducing me to new things. A man who appreciates the lords creation. A man who can write me a song and sing it on key. A man who has a desire to know my heart and encourages me in everyway possible. A man who stimulates my soul and does nothing but speaks truth. A man that makes me want nothing but to serve him.. A man who appreciates my femininity and my artistic talents. A man who cares for my family even though it is broken. A man who bears my burden of having an unsaved troubled mother. A man that is first and for most a brother in Christ and is mindful of that amazing truth. A man who cherishes my purity , virginity and my first kiss. A man who desires to have a large family with about 8-10 children, mostly adopted. A man who can confront me with unconditional love and words of kindness. A man who longs for Christ return and makes it know to the world.

The LOrd heals your diseases

so i have this disease called selliac disease. Its a gluten/wheat/yeast/ dairy intolerance. i got this blessing in disguise last summer. its pretty much the one of the hardest things i've had to deal with. I seriously have been put to the test by my LOrd. its a blessing in disguise because this disease has really brought me closer to my saving savior Jesus Christ. Everyday for the past year i have had to make disitions that would make my health better or worse throughout the day. This week i went to Stonefire with my dearest friend Grace Later and knowing that i couldn't eat the BBQ sauce there ,i ate it anyway hopeing that nothing bad would happen right?>>> i mean i haven't had it in a while so nothing would happen to me right? ...... wrong. My lips started to burn and started swell into angelina jolies lips.... not cute.... today i had some organic peanut butter and my face started hurting....i really can't take this anymore my diet is so hard to follow and haveing self contorl is even harder. Especially with the things i can eat. I seriously can't stop. SO to help me threw this tiral i read Psalm 103:4 Who forgives all your iniquities Who heals all your diseases.
my prayer is to keep an eternal perspective and to long for the return of my savior. If he won't heal me today heal glorify my body tommorow .